I just saw on Lil's blog that she's falling for Josh. I don't really know what to think about that; I'm a bit gutted about it to be honest. I have this horrible wrenching feeling in my stomach, which could only mean one thing: jealousy.
Okay, so I've had a crush on my best friend for a long time. Correct that: I've been in love with LJ for as long as I can remember.
And this whole lets-get-lil-and-josh-together business is kinda making me bitter. Of course I want her to be happy, and my god by the sound of her blog she is happy. That makes me happy, cos she seems asthough she's back to her happy, beautiful self and if Josh has made that happen then I'm totally thrilled.
But I miss her, and I want to make everything up to her. And I'm guessing that's not gonna happen any time soon.
Okay, so I've had a crush on my best friend for a long time. Correct that: I've been in love with LJ for as long as I can remember.
And this whole lets-get-lil-and-josh-together business is kinda making me bitter. Of course I want her to be happy, and my god by the sound of her blog she is happy. That makes me happy, cos she seems asthough she's back to her happy, beautiful self and if Josh has made that happen then I'm totally thrilled.
But I miss her, and I want to make everything up to her. And I'm guessing that's not gonna happen any time soon.
