I've been an absolute dickhead and I feel awful for it. I've really hurt Lil, something I never thought I'd do, and I feel like shit because of it. I did something really stupid and took advantage of her when she was really upset at Josh's party on Saturday night, and I've regretted it ever since. I treated her like a piece of meat, and I'm ashamed of myself. Now she's not talking to me, and I saw on her blog that she's weirded out by it all, and argh I don't know what to do to make it better. I don't think there is anything I can do.
She also really likes Josh, and he really likes her, which just makes me feel even more shit.
She also really likes Josh, and he really likes her, which just makes me feel even more shit.
