decisions

I'm thinking of asking for a transfer to Sheffield Hallam. I can't stand not being on good terms with Lilly; she's been my best friend for as long as I can remember but I can't make it up to her when she's over there and I'm over here.

So I'm seriously thinking about trying to move; I'll be able to make the most out of my third year, and I'll be able to try and prove to Lilly that I'm not the bastard she thinks I've turned into. It's going to be a lot harder to try and persuade Josh, who rightfully thinks I'm a complete twat for what I've done to Lilly. He's so into her, and I don't blame him, but I feel a bit bitter about that too.

So, here goes.